love u stil...

i tot if i din bother tat feeling...i tot if i ignore tat felling...i'll b fine...
but i ended up like tis...cuz i stil love him...
it have been 3 years ard..yet, i stil cnt let go the feeling tat stay in my heart for 3 years ard...
it's hard for me to do tat~

i miss him alot...
it's all my fault~my frenz said so...i neo i did wrong but when i wan to fixed it bek, it's too late~
he told me tat he wana b alone tat time when v discuss bout tis question...but den he gt a gf after few months in college...yet they broke up n he complaint she spend alot..haha~it's kinda funny but i stil gt no more opportunity i think...

i've been waiting for 3 years after i rejected him...it's my fault n im wrong n i'll stil wait~
asked him b4..if he stil have a opportunity wil he wan the special relationship happen?he said if he gt a chance...i duno wat tat's mean but i'll satil waiting for him...

i realise tat act i cnt ignore tat feeling...i wil oways mis him~but i sked to tel him although juz a kidding...except if he asked~
am i stupid??
hurt a person...rejected him everytime he ask questions...
n now...i gt my balasan...mis him like hell...love him til i can b crazy n mad~it's painful...

he can understand me feeling??
he wil read tis post??
he wil think twice??
he wil agree with the question i asked??



i love u...i miss u~!!!






~christ~